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Apr. 26th, 2005 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phthalombrageI remember when I was born. It's lucky that I do. My mind has been adrift lately. The Raft of the Medusa.
1989 was so long ago. It's a fragile number painted on a glittering Christmas ornament that threatens to shatter into bits, cutting you and losing itself to all recovery...
In the past two days, I have been hugged three times by the same girl. And once by another. It's weird.
I'm mad at myself.
My soul is swiss cheese half-eaten.
Euromock three days. Noah said it's not as bad as it seems. He's Noah. He's arrogant. I lose.
I lose at everything lately.
People are running for class office. Taylor used Tinkerbell. I hate class functions. I want to go to Cobalt by myself and just watch everyone. I don't want to have to dance with people I dislike.
Yet I want to invite Mrs. Johnston to my recital... See, people from school! I wasted my time for this.
"when everything is ok, you don't have to go to weird extremes..."
I talk a lot when I'm avoiding something!!1
1989 was so long ago. It's a fragile number painted on a glittering Christmas ornament that threatens to shatter into bits, cutting you and losing itself to all recovery...
In the past two days, I have been hugged three times by the same girl. And once by another. It's weird.
I'm mad at myself.
My soul is swiss cheese half-eaten.
Euromock three days. Noah said it's not as bad as it seems. He's Noah. He's arrogant. I lose.
I lose at everything lately.
People are running for class office. Taylor used Tinkerbell. I hate class functions. I want to go to Cobalt by myself and just watch everyone. I don't want to have to dance with people I dislike.
Yet I want to invite Mrs. Johnston to my recital... See, people from school! I wasted my time for this.
"when everything is ok, you don't have to go to weird extremes..."
I talk a lot when I'm avoiding something!!1
