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phthalombrage) wrote2005-03-30 03:55 pm
phthalombrage) wrote2005-03-30 03:55 pm
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I really don't like people. Hmm.
I'm "one of those." In other words, I hope that the hypnotist does NOT pick me.
I didn't even go to the fair this year. I didn't know when it was. My life is busy, but empty. Last year, my mom dropped me off alone for hours. I'm surprised I didn't get raped. I didn't smile. I rode the rides, but hated being packed into cars next to strangers. I avoided the Zipper. None of the rides were particularly "fun" or "exciting." I'm glad I didn't go because it wouldn't have been worth going, and I would have seen people. I'm not in a state to see familiar children.
I don't really leave my house. I have to work today, but tomorrow I will ride my bike? Sunscreen not optional.
Molley wants to play racquetball. Do I?
I'm afraid of my friend's friends. Pretty much all of them. Yeah, that one. And "their" (indefinite pronoun time!) name was written on the pinata thing in my dream? I can remember my dreams better. I should try to fly.
Yesterday my dad got me up with an air compressor. The cat scratched my face.
I wish I could describe things as charmingly as the faux-brit.
Eastside... won. The vanquished army seethes in anguish. I'm doing Causerie next year because I feel obligated to do so.
Trouser socks are awesome. Those who wear them are old, rich, or Romanian. Aww, dragostea din tei.
Combat boots are as hard to find as hiking boots.
The INT hadn't been doing enough schoolwork...
Stick figures are too expensive. I need to see if the acrylic salad palette has dried.
Solitude is pretty hard to come by, so I have the habits of a vampire. Sleep in the wee hours of morning after brushing teeth so they don't end up like Georgia. Arise well after noon to lie wide-eyed for about one more hour.
Fear of ghosts at night. Hardly ever do I leave the relative comfort of the den. Liminal spaces confuse them. Stitchy kisses.
Schiavo still alive? Regretfully. The Pope and T.S. are on the same level. Michael Jackson will become Pope. This is the day the lord has made, save all your leftovers in glad. Incredible stamina that requires no calories. I know these are not sentences. Incomplete thoughts!
This is why I should focus on science.
Slit arms however, cannot be part of the picture. Maybe not.
Notepad is awesome program. In soviet russia: Lesiony Hitler Cereal/Yes! Hitler Lion Cereal/HITLER LACE SEINE ORLY/HITLER LACE EIRE LYONS/LyceeEcole/Eery Lace Hitler Lions/Ethereal Serenely Eyeliner lonely eyesore leo scar corse arise/elle serait conyhiler/cello/Ye Serial Hitler Clone/HITLER ELYSIAN CREOLE/ELLESERAIT LYNCHE ROI/ELLESERAIT CHYLE NOIR/ cyan halcyon/HALCYON EEL LISTER IRE/HALCYON ERE LILIES TERHALCYON ERE LILIES RETterretlister/Chisel Retina Eye Roll/REALITY HELLENIC EROS/REALITY SCHLIEREN LEO/REALITY SINCERE HELLO/sincerity siecle yale toiler/Loyal tiere schlieren/SCHLIEREN LOYALE TIER/SCHLIEREN LA YETI LORE/Royal etoile schlieren/lacey leo hitler risen/alleyo/ALLOY CHEERIER SILENT/HERETIC trolley schlieren/andmanymore "interesting" revelations of anagram slave
Hitler reminds me of me. Except for the niece crapping on his face bit.
My daddy's prejudiced.
My mom is just evil.
My brother is.. closed.
I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. I wanna be special. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul. Who's in control?
I hate these: <3.
What's fascinating is how radiation is not like fractals.
I'm "one of those." In other words, I hope that the hypnotist does NOT pick me.
I didn't even go to the fair this year. I didn't know when it was. My life is busy, but empty. Last year, my mom dropped me off alone for hours. I'm surprised I didn't get raped. I didn't smile. I rode the rides, but hated being packed into cars next to strangers. I avoided the Zipper. None of the rides were particularly "fun" or "exciting." I'm glad I didn't go because it wouldn't have been worth going, and I would have seen people. I'm not in a state to see familiar children.
I don't really leave my house. I have to work today, but tomorrow I will ride my bike? Sunscreen not optional.
Molley wants to play racquetball. Do I?
I'm afraid of my friend's friends. Pretty much all of them. Yeah, that one. And "their" (indefinite pronoun time!) name was written on the pinata thing in my dream? I can remember my dreams better. I should try to fly.
Yesterday my dad got me up with an air compressor. The cat scratched my face.
I wish I could describe things as charmingly as the faux-brit.
Eastside... won. The vanquished army seethes in anguish. I'm doing Causerie next year because I feel obligated to do so.
Trouser socks are awesome. Those who wear them are old, rich, or Romanian. Aww, dragostea din tei.
Combat boots are as hard to find as hiking boots.
The INT hadn't been doing enough schoolwork...
Stick figures are too expensive. I need to see if the acrylic salad palette has dried.
Solitude is pretty hard to come by, so I have the habits of a vampire. Sleep in the wee hours of morning after brushing teeth so they don't end up like Georgia. Arise well after noon to lie wide-eyed for about one more hour.
Fear of ghosts at night. Hardly ever do I leave the relative comfort of the den. Liminal spaces confuse them. Stitchy kisses.
Schiavo still alive? Regretfully. The Pope and T.S. are on the same level. Michael Jackson will become Pope. This is the day the lord has made, save all your leftovers in glad. Incredible stamina that requires no calories. I know these are not sentences. Incomplete thoughts!
This is why I should focus on science.
Slit arms however, cannot be part of the picture. Maybe not.
Notepad is awesome program. In soviet russia: Lesiony Hitler Cereal/Yes! Hitler Lion Cereal/HITLER LACE SEINE ORLY/HITLER LACE EIRE LYONS/LyceeEcole/Eery Lace Hitler Lions/Ethereal Serenely Eyeliner lonely eyesore leo scar corse arise/elle serait conyhiler/cello/Ye Serial Hitler Clone/HITLER ELYSIAN CREOLE/ELLESERAIT LYNCHE ROI/ELLESERAIT CHYLE NOIR/ cyan halcyon/HALCYON EEL LISTER IRE/HALCYON ERE LILIES TERHALCYON ERE LILIES RETterretlister/Chisel Retina Eye Roll/REALITY HELLENIC EROS/REALITY SCHLIEREN LEO/REALITY SINCERE HELLO/sincerity siecle yale toiler/Loyal tiere schlieren/SCHLIEREN LOYALE TIER/SCHLIEREN LA YETI LORE/Royal etoile schlieren/lacey leo hitler risen/alleyo/ALLOY CHEERIER SILENT/HERETIC trolley schlieren/andmanymore "interesting" revelations of anagram slave
Hitler reminds me of me. Except for the niece crapping on his face bit.
My daddy's prejudiced.
My mom is just evil.
My brother is.. closed.
I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. I wanna be special. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul. Who's in control?
I hate these: <3.
What's fascinating is how radiation is not like fractals.